Can I blog? Ima blog. About random shit that’s on my mind. Disclaimer: I’m really drunk. And I don’t usually blog personal issues, but now seemed appropriate. So here’s a bullet-list of things that I want to address/let off my chest.
- “You’ll never win the lottery if you don’t participate.” And I’m not talking just about the lottery. I mean anything you have an opportunity to make yourself recognized in. Whether it be applying for a job, talking to that person you like, whatever. No matter how bad the odds are against you, it’s not as bad if you don’t give it a try. You’ve got nothing to lose.
- I’ve been cheated on. It sucks.
- I’ve been on the job hunt for months. I’m talking full-time career ass jobs. Not a part time job. I have no reference as to how many jobs I have to apply to until I land a position. I have a friend who applied to one job before graduation and was offered a spot. I have another friend who applied to 50+ jobs post graduation before landing a position. I dunno where that leaves me. But I keep my head up.
- I wanna meet a girl who isn’t friends with anyone I know. From past experiences, word gets out to circles of friends faster than you can imagine. I don’t like having my business out there like that.
- Everything I want costs a lot of money. And I don’t have
a lot of money.
- I can’t stand being home. I love my parents and all, but the suburbs really blow me.
- Beer is good.
- I like girls with short hair.
- Sneakerheads are retarded. I have an extra few hundred dollars in my pocket because I don’t waste money on shoes I don’t wear. Sure, some can be collectors’ items, but seriously. What’s the fucking point.
- I consistently have bad luck.
- I wish I had more friends to just chat with instead of hitting up some friends to see what they’re up to on certain nights.
- Of all the chapsticks I’ve owned, I think I’ve only made it to the very end of one or two without losing them. Someone should award people who use an entire chapstick foreals.
- Netflix is great. I can recommend you some great shows/movies.
- I wish I was closer to my parents. I’ve observed my friends who can have an honest and open conversation with their parents, but that’s never the case with me. And it makes me sad when me or other friends get into big arguments with their parents that lead to times of “non-speaking terms.” Fuck that. Love your parents. They’ve supported you your entire life. Show some love and respect back and you’ll discover how amazing of a privilege it is to have parents who are there for you.
- Staying on topic of parents. In the past year, I have had two close family friends who lost their fathers to cancer (FUCK cancer by the way). It’s just a reminder to everyone that life can be taken away just like that. Fortunately, my two family friends were able to say their goodbyes to their dads. Just remember, some people may not be as lucky to say goodbye to their loved ones. Don’t ever take a family member’s love for granted. My dad spent a few weeks in the hospital (for surgery) with one of my family friend’s dad (who was, at the time, being treated for cancer). In those weeks, they became the best of friends. My dad encouraged him to beat cancer and make progress through physical therapy. I have never seen my dad so supporting in my entire life when I visited them in the hospital. And I have also never seen my dad so depressed when his friend lost the battle to cancer. It was terrible.
- I love my friends. I’d take a bullet for any of them. Seriously. Because wouldn’t you want that if the situation arises? I don’t like cowards.
- I know some people consider me as rather shy. I guess. But honestly, I love to make conversation. Getting to know new people is the best because there’s so much to talk about. Finding out what another girl likes/dislikes is god damn sexy.
- What are your honest opinions about me?
- Fuck your new gadgets. My old ass MacBook and iPhone 3GS are still kickin. Although I am jealous of your new shit.
- Why are video games so frowned upon, so to speak. I love video games. Don’t get me started saying that it’s a waste of money. Call me a nerd, whatever. Video games are one of the largest profiting markets in the entertainment industry. I have fun playing them. You’re the one who spends hundreds of dollars on professional sports/entertainment tickets to watch games and performances, wear paraphernalia, and bet on fantasy sports shit. The athletes/performers are the ones who collect millions and millions of your dollars doing what they do best, while you are the ones who spend the money and don’t see a lick of what your favorite team or performer makes a profit on (but don’t get me wrong. Concerts are te best shit ever. I’m just tryna justify video games in a way).
- Lighten up. Have fun. You’re still young enough to fool around and learn from your mistakes. Shit.
- Have a wonderful day, my fellow awesome reader.
And that’s that. About as honest as I can get.
